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jdlfkjal;dfj;lsadjflsad [15 Oct 2007|03:15pm]
[ mood | blah ]

SHUT UP.
- BEJAE.


BANAL AKO.
- MIKEE BEJAE

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- IRA


CHECKING.. THAT'S NOT AN ICE EFFECT!
- MRS. SANCHEZ (TO BEJAE)

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BAKIT PURO BEJAE??
♥ Jennifer

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Now This Is Chemistry.. [13 Nov 2006|07:08pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

... by Ariane. :))

I'm feeling too tired to update right now but Chick said something along the lines of updating our journal even if it's just about the incident involving our Chemistry teacher. :)) So here I am now.

Anyways, after the flag ceremony our batch was sent to St. Monica's room because the Academic Coordinator wanted to talk to all of us. Mrs. Jose told us to behave because she has something very important to tell us. Anyways, the topic was about Ms. Jamito. :)) God I was so excited. To make a long story short, starting this day Ms. Jamito is officially not our Chemistry teacher anymore. HA! :)) Our batchmates cheered. She told us that Ms. Hirang would be replacing her and that made me even happier. I've wanted Ms. Hirang as my Chemistry teacher ever since first quarter, now my wish has been granted. =D

All throughout the day I've been hyper especially during PE class. Lea, Jazel, Ella and I were playing Badminton while the others played basketball and volleyball. :)) It's not really funny, the only funny thing is that we had to borrow from some of the 4th graders because we didn't bring ours =P. After that I couldn't wait for Chem! :)) But after CLE, my classmates all tried to clean up their messes and somehow make the room look cleaner, just to I don't know, impress Ms. Hirang? :)) Anyways, I was soooo giddy and so hyper that I was smiling throughout the rest of the class. I actually learned something this time! :)) I feel as if it's a great achievement for me. =P

Anyways I'm getting kind of sleepy, do we have homework or anything? If yes, let me know. =P

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News Update. =P [06 Nov 2006|05:59pm]
[ mood | drained ]

... brought to you by Jen of Hannifer Patrol channel 56. :)) Kidding.

Haven't been here for awhile so it's kinda weird. I don't know it just is. :)) Anyway, I missed this so maybe I'll update more often. :)) Since I'm a boring person, there's nothing new to report about. Last month was our batch retreat, it was kinda boring so... Then after that was our interaction. :)) It was fun, definitely better compared to last year's. I gained new friends and a new crush :)) but that's not what I want to write about. :))

New semester just started and I slept throughout most of the day. I only went out of the room to go down and eat at the canteen or to go to the comfort room to talk to Audrey. While I wasn't sleeping I talked to Marian (my backmate) about random stuff. I am going to miss my seatmates if ever our adviser decides that it's time for a new seating arrangement. Seriously. But most of all, I'm going to miss being in the middle of the air conditioner and the electric fan. :)) Yes I know it gets cold but then I prefer that than sweating. Eww. :))

Anyways I'm still sorta sick. My body hurts even though I never really did anything worthwhile today. I have this assignment I need to do but hey, I can always read it during Chem time. :)) What else? Oh yeah. Bejae is going to make a new layout for me. :)) But this time, instead of Aly Michalka it's going to be Patrick Wolfram von Bielefeld. Or so she tells me. =P But whatever, I'm still going to love her for it. :D

But before I go, :)) check out my fster account if you're interested. There you'll see the reason behind the subject title and the first sentence. =P I love my Chapatti soooo much. :))

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whatevers.. [13 Jul 2006|02:59pm]
You Should Be a Film Writer

You don't just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind.
You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life.
Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling.
And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen!




Your Values Profile

Loyalty:

You value loyalty a fair amount.
You're loyal to your friends... to a point.
But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties.
Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself.

Honesty:

You value honesty a fair amount.
You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it.
If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it.
In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity."

Generosity:

You don't really value generosity.
Your needs always come first, no matter what.
And you'll possibly help someone else out...
But only if it helps you in return.

Humility:

You value humility a fair amount.
You tend to be an easy going, humble person.
But occasionally your ego takes over.
You have a slight competitive streak - and the need to be the best.

Tolerance:

You value tolerance a fair amount.
You are open to new cultures, beliefs, and ideas.
You have very few prejudices that you're aware of.
And while you are tolerant, you do stand true to what you believe.




You are 53% Virgo





Your Aura is Violet

Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world.
And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it!

The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say

Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony

Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach





You Have Low Self Esteem 56% of the Time

While you sometimes feel good about yourself, you tend to struggle a little with self esteem issues.
It's not about changing who you are, it's about accepting your faults. You just need to be less critical and demanding of yourself!





The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.





Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child.
Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.
You cherish all of the details in life.
Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.





You Are Sunset

Even though you still may be young, you already feel like you've accomplished a lot in life.
And you feel free to pave your own path now, and you're not even sure where it will take you.
Maybe you'll pursue higher education in a subject you enjoy - or travel the world for a few years.
Either way, you approach life with a relaxed, open attitude. And that will take you far!





You Are a Prophet Soul

You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone.
Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.
Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run.
No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way.

You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle.
Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings.
A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.
You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.

Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul




What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget.

You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities.

You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.

Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.




Caffe Vanilla Frappuccino

Smooth and sweet, you fit in to almost any crowd. No one would suspect you of being a coffee tweaker!


I love quizzes... :P
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Junior Year! [16 Jun 2006|06:41pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Time flies by so fast, I'm already in Junior Year! I survived the last two years! And hopefully, I'll survive this one too. Since this is my second to the last year as a high school student, I'm trying to make the most out of it. Note the keyword trying. Feeling spontaneous today, I decided to join the screening for our school's newspaper even though I know that I don't have what it takes. So what? At least I can say that I tried, maybe they'll accept me even though the paper I submitted is crappy, and besides if people will ask me why I even bothered I can always say that I want to see something in my yearbook.

I was having a fairly good day, compared to the other days, until I found out that today's the day you're supposed to submit your application form in order to audition for the dance troupe. Great. Last year, I told my mom that I wanted to join the dance troupe and she said something about how I can't 'cause I have to focus on my studies first and that she'll only allow me when I enter third year. Okay, but I'm already in third year! And I still can't audition! I know I'm not that good of a dancer but I still want to try, who knows? Maybe they'll consider taking me in? That's what I kept thinking last year. But during the first week of classes I already found my schedule hectic. Not that I have a lot of things to do aside from assignments, it's just that I like reading a few fanfictions before I go to bed or something and there's the television shows I've been watching since summer, I just can't stop watching it just because school already started. So I always try to find time for it even though I have a lot of assignments waiting for me. Luckily, I've already submitted what needs to be submitted, answered the assignments given to us and I even found the time to study for a quiz we had the next morning.

So with my hectic (yeah right) schedule, how can I even think of joining the school newspaper and the dance troupe? It'll only add to my problems. But honestly, I don't really care. These are some of the things I want to experience before I graduate. Things that I think I won't be able to do anymore after high school. I'm kind of thinking getting Business Management for college so I don't think I'll be doing any dancing there or whatever. But I'm already growing older and I still haven't experienced any of it. When I grow up, I want to be able to tell my children (hopefully) that I was part of this and part of that. I also want to do a lot of things so that I can make my parents proud. I guess they're proud of me but I think there's a big difference if I'm in the dance troupe or something that people take notice of. Whatever.

A friend of mine told me that this year will be the hardest because of Chemistry, Geometry and Trigonometry. I don't find it that hard, I'm actually enjoying it! My fave subjects are Math and Science, so I guess I like these too. Or maybe I don't find it hard 'cause we're just starting the year and we're just recalling what we learned the previous year or something. Maybe when 2nd quarter rolls around, I'll be crying 'cause I can't figure out the answers to problems and stuff. Who knows? But hopefully not. Anyway, so far I'm enjoying Trigonometry and CLE. Our teacher, Mrs. Pidlaon, is really great. She's making me realize a lot of things, and I'm actually opening up in my journal. One of the things that I'm afraid of right now is that she'll tell the teachers or Mrs. Cortez what I've been (will be) writing in that journal. Let's just pray she won't. Plus, she's the only teacher who made me cry thrice in one week.

In a span of two weeks I feel as if I've been going to school for 3 quarters already! Mommy! Anyway, I'm so tired right now. My body's still sore (though I don't know why) and I've got some homework I'm determined to finish today so that I'll have at least 2 stress-free days. I do plan to take Mrs. Cruz' advice and I'll relax on the weekend. She's right you know? We're still young and we're not worrying about anything aside from school work so we really shouldn't be stressed. Whatever. It's the school's fault, they're the ones who've been giving us loads of homework. But so what? I just hope I get into the top ten and stay there for the rest of the year so that I can go up the stage and receive a certificate. Don't they give you certificates if you're in the top ten for the whole year? I just hope I'm one of them. Well since I'm already in hoping for things I want to happen this year, I also pray that I'll be part of the school newspaper and that I'll get in the dance troupe. And that we'll win in the cheering competition, win in the monthly activities. If the competitions are by section, I pray that St. Agnes will win. :P And I also want my section to win the Best English Speaking Class every week. In short, I want my section/batch to win at everything! No one can really blame me for hoping. :D Let's just pray that all of these things will come true! :D

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enrollment and aquamarine.. [09 May 2006|04:14pm]
We woke up earlier than usual just so we can get decent lockers. Anyways, Mrs. Cortez is getting bigger. She kept smiling and laughing when we were talking to her, I guessing it must be because of hormones? I don't know. God, I missed going to school. It was nice seeing Mrs. G and the other teachers. =) Besides, the teachers said I was getting taller and that I was so thin. :D :D

Anyways, we finished at around 9:30 so my mom can't decide on where to go 'cause the malls are still closed, in the end she chose Glorietta. We waited a bit in the parking lot and when we entered the mall, my mom said that she was hungry. She asked us if we wanted to eat at Pancake's but then she saw this restaurant (I forgot what it was called) she asked us if we wanted to eat there. I guess we had no choice but to follow her, so we did. The food was really good, I especially enjoyed their New York cheesecake. :D :D

After eating, my mom decided to just take a walk for a while and browse through the different shops. She ended up buying some clothes and then, we bought tickets for Aquamarine. It was okay. It was a bit corny and Gail didn't enjoy the ending. My mom even said that it was a waste of money and that we should've just watched The Wild 'cause it was so into fantasy or something. But I enjoyed it, not that much but it was okay for me. So now, I'm contemplating whether to have a Meteor Garden marathon or watch Little Manhattan...
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mission impossible.. [04 May 2006|09:25pm]
[ mood | okay ]

My mom called at around 12:30 and she said that we should go get ready 'cause they're taking us out. At around 12:30 however, I was still eating, I still have to wash the dishes and I was still watching a movie called Follow The Stars Home so I thought they'll have to wait for me again. Fortunately, by the time I finished there was still no sign of them, but the thing is, we waited for at least 45 minutes before they came. I just can't help but wonder, why is it that they always take such a long time to get here? I mean, we live in the same village. I mean, when they were still living at Makati whenever they say that they're almost there, they are already close by. But now, when they say that they're on their way, it takes them 30 minutes before they get here. COME ON! It's not as if there's traffic or anything!

Anyway, first we went to Makati Med 'cause my mom had this check-up. At first we were kidding around 'cause the last time she had her check-up, we were halfway through circling around somewhere and then she'll call and say she's done. But this time, we even had time to go to KFC, finish our meal, and then go get Mommy. Anyways, after that we kept driving and my dad suggested that we watch a movie. Okay, why not? At first I thought we were going to Festival or Pioneer then Gail said Ate Kay, Rockwell o.. Okay, I guess this could work. I mean, I miss the school but I'm not yet ready to face it! :P So when we got there we still didn't know what to watch. My sister wanted to watch Scary Movie 4 but my parents wanted to watch Mission Impossible 3, but I wanted to watch The Wild but I didn't tell them that. All I said was I didn't want to watch MI3 nor Scary Movie. But since my dad was already in line, by the time I went to tell him that I didn't want to watch MI3 he already had the tickets in his hand.

At first, I thought that I'll be wasting my time watching an action movie I didn't even like. Plus, I didn't watch the last 2 movies so how can I understand this one? But in the end, I guess I enjoyed it. It wasn't a really great movie or anything, it was okay. My mom even said that it wasn't as good as the first movie and that they couldn't think of another good story or something for it. I think she meant that sequels aren't all that good or something. But anyways, I enjoyed it, I understood the movie, I didn't ask questions and I even laughed at some parts. But what kept bugging me while we were watching was how Tom's love interest really resembles Katie Holmes. The girl really looks like her at some angles. Why didn't they hire Katie to be Tom's love interest? I read somewhere that they were supposed to hire her but then they changed their minds and decided to just use the girl, I don't even know what her name is.

Anywho, after the movie, my dad was trying to imitate Tom Cruise. We were walking towards the escalator and my dad was in front of us, we were talking about how the ending was kind of confusing and that it didn't explain what the rabbit's foot really is, I guess it kind of left us to thinking that there might be a number 4 or something, then my mom pointed out that my dad was trying to walk like Tom Cruise. He even tried to jump over the railing 'cause the characters in the movie kept jumping off of buildings and they still wind up alive. My mom said that if my dad tried that, he'll probably be dead. :P

When we were finally inside the village, I said that I wanted to see baby Sam. So instead of driving Gail and me home, we went to their house first. When we got there, Sam was awake! :D I kept playing with his hands and feet then Gail noticed that PBB was about to show so we decided to stay until the first commercial. While watching, we talked about how we didn't like Mikki and that we're glad that she got evicted last night, how my mom wanted Nina to get evicted next, how my dad kept saying that Bam looks like Vandolph (is that how you spell it?), and that the characters in that show are all ma-OA. Then, when commercial came, we hurriedly told them that we needed to go if we wanted to catch it. When we were inside the car, Gail and I told daddy that he should drive fast like the guy in MI3 but he drove slowly at first then he circled at least 3 times around the rotunda before we told him that we'd rather walk on foot 'cause we really wanted to catch it. :P

SAM'S GOING TO BE 2 MONTHS OLD ON MAY 10!
:P I just wanted to say that. :P
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pinoy big brother teen edition.. [03 May 2006|09:50pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I'm getting really obsessed with that show, I don't even know why. I mean, some of them are really overreacting but I find it funny and I laugh at all the things they do. I don't like the girl called Mikki 'cause she's really OA, and I don't like the girl called Olyn 'cause Matt has a crush on her. :P Anyway, my sister and I kept on pestering our parents about getting the unlimited version, and we even refused to go out and eat because we're scared that we might miss it. :P

Anywho, summer is so boring. I can't wait to go back to school. I like school, but there are times that I get tired of it but at least I get to see my friends everyday and something new always happen. Junior year's enrollment will be on May 10 according to [info]horcru_x, but my mom will enroll us on May 9.

And I'm really really bored...

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charrie's birthday.. new haircut.. and silent hill.. [26 Apr 2006|08:17pm]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARRIE! :P


Anyways, [info]horcru_x invited us to go to Glorietta so she could celebrate her birthday. We agreed to meet somewhere at the entrance at around 11. I thought I was going to be late 'cause it was past 11 when we arrived at Glorietta. But since Charrie told me that she was still on her way, I accompanied my mom to Bench Fix Salon. And when I checked up on her again, she told me that she's still on her way so my mom asked me if I wanted to get my haircut then, and of course I couldn't wait to get my hair cut so I said sure. And by this time I was already texting [info]runwaycrash. What I really wanted was for my hair to be shorter, a little above my shoulders, and for it to have layers at the front. But since what I wanted wouldn't suit my hair, she suggested that I have my hair relaxed, but I didn't want that so she just cut off at least 5 inches off my hair. So now, my hair looks like [info]yellowxmellow's. Just imagine her hair on me only my hair's a bit shorter than hers. :P

After a few minutes of hair cutting and texting, I told them that I was finished and that I would find them. We agreed to meet at Starbucks. A few minutes of searching, and I saw [info]arende with Bejae. So I entered Starbucks and surprised them with my new haircut. They were shocked, at least I think they were. Anyways, while we were eating, Isai left for the comfort room. It took her quite a long time so we decided to look for her. So we looked around a bit and when we came back, that's about the time she showed up. :P

Anyways, we ate at Yellowcab afterwards, thank you Charrie! :P Then, after voting, we watched Silent Hill. And can you believe it? I actually watched it! I mean, yeah, I hid behind my hair and fingers, and sometimes behind Bejae's shoulder, but I actually watched it! Yeah! Go me Go me Go me! :P It's a pretty good movie, it's just scary that's all. :P Anyways, I'm getting tired. I think I'll start rereading Harry Potter now, okay, byebye! :P
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harry potter quizzes.. [25 Apr 2006|03:31pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]



I suck. And here I was, thinking that it'll be fine, I don't need to refresh my memory, thinking that I know Harry bloody Potter. I suck. I took a lot of Harry Potter quizzes before and I got perfect at most of them! How can this be?!! I have to start reading Harry Potter again.
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ice skating.. [20 Apr 2006|01:01am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Earlier, my mom was chatting with my sister and she asked her if we wanted to go out, I don't know if Gail said anything but.. Anyways, then she called and asked me what I was doing and things like that, then she asked me why I called her and I said Nothing.. so she kept on asking why why why.. and I kept telling her nothing nothing nothing.., anyways after that she asked me what I wanted, so I thought for awhile. I almost told her pizza but then I changed my mind and told her ice skating. I won't quit. I want to learn how to skate, really! So she began teasing me and told my dad, then she gave the phone to my dad and told me to get dressed so Gail, my dad, and I can go ice skating. YEY!

But then the trouble is, I don't know how to skate. I voiced this out to my mom and she told me that someone will guide us. I don't know who. Anyways, I told her I wanted lessons. But of course, I can't because no one will be able to bring me to those lessons. So I told her that I don't want to skate anymore because I don't know how, so she just told me to think about it. And now I still can't decide whether I'd skate or not.

Can someone please teach me how to skate?

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hohummhohumm.. [11 Apr 2006|11:13pm]
[ mood | rejuvenated ]

I saw [info]arende's new haircut earlier this evening. It's so short! But it's okay, I think it looks good on her and I think I might go with my mom to get my haircut too. I want my hair to be as short as hers, or maybe shorter but I don't think it'll look good on me since my hair is naturally curly. My mom and I were supposed to get our haircut last week but then the salons were so full and the only available time I think is 5 or something? So my mom decided that next week she's definitely going to get one and I think I'm going to ask her to let me go. It's been a month since I told her I wanted to get another haircut. Even though I want to grow my hair, I guess it doesn't matter right now 'cause it's so hot. Stupid thinning of the ozone layer.

Whatever. I played with the mood icon sets and since I don't know what mood I am in today, I chose rejuvenated just because it looks cute. See? The cute little star is drinking water. :P It makes me want to drink cold water. I'm getting thirsty. I think I'm gonna go downstairs and get a glass of nice cold water. Alright, I will. After I finish updating this. No, NOW!

I didn't get my nice cold water because I'm so lazy. Lazy lazy lazy. Anywho anywho, I watched Zathura yesterday. At first I was shocked to see Kristen Stewart there, I don't know why. So then we watched it and it's not a bad movie actually. It's nice 'cause you get to learn stuff. :P No, but it really is a nice movie. But I think my favorite part is the one where Lisa(Kristen) finds out that the astronaut is a grown-up version of her little brother, Walter and she wanted to... INCEST! :P Kidding. :P

I still can't get enough of A Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes. I don't know why. And everytime I get the chance to use the internet, the first thing I always do is go to FAVORITES and click the link for the video. It's such a catchy song. It makes feel like dancing and singing. :P

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a dream is a wish.. [10 Apr 2006|02:05pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you will lose your heartache
Whatever you wish for you keep


I love that song, I don't know why though. Anyways, it's still a boring summer. I feel as if I'm doing everything over and over again. A pamphlet was given to us a few weeks ago, and it was about summer lessons involving dancing, singing, acting and painting. I showed it to my mom and hoped that she'll get the hint, unfortunately she didn't. I want to do something worthwhile! I want this to be a memorable summer! I want to learn how to skate! Or learn how to paint! Or act or dance or sing!

Anywho, my baby brother is growing so fast! Really! I visited him yesterday, and he's so fat. Not really but he's getting there, and he's so big. I can't remember him being so big! His rashes are starting to decrease and I think the only thing with him that didn't change was the fact that he still cries so loud! I was downstairs and Sam, my mom, and his yaya were upstairs and I heard him crying! I missed it! Oh yeah! Today's his 1 month birthday! :P

What else? Oh yeah, I think I have insomnia. I don't know, just felt like saying so. =D

When you can dream
Then you can start
A dream is a wish you make with your heart
When you can dream
Then you can start
A dream is a wish you make with your heart
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Happy April Fools' Day! [01 Apr 2006|11:12pm]
I thought this day would be fun, guess not. Well, not really, I mean, I had fun just not the kind of fun I expected. FINALLY, I got out of the house. The reason? Because I agreed to accompany my mom in buying some things for Samuel. We bought him a baby monitor, some new bottles, a pair of pajamas, and a new comforter. He's sleeping right now so sssshhhhh, have to be quiet. You know, he's really getting taller and fatter, and he's just a few days old. My mom told me that there were days when she'd look at Sam and then wonder 'When did he get this tall?' or my dad will think 'Ganyan na ba siya kalaki?'

Anywho, before I went to bed last night rather, early this morning, I got to thinking if this day would be fun, will I get to prank somebody or not but, then I thought of pranking my family. Maybe I could put food coloring in the milk carton or something but then, if I did this, surely I'd get in trouble because my sister and I are the only ones who appreciate this special day.

But anyways, while in the car on the way to the mall, my mom started talking about how I'm already a Junior by June. And this leads to me and my sister growing up and going to college. How she and my dad is planning to buy a big enough house for all of us. But then, I'll be going to college, and so will Gail and she said that a big house will only be a waste if we decide to go independent or something. By this time, I was getting teary eyed and I kept thinking why? Why am I getting teary eyed? Then she told me that if it's in God's Will, both of us will be able to study in the U.S and hopefully get a job there and be able to live there. But she also said something about how she wants me and Gail to live in the same place if we are to live abroad. She said something like What if I lived in the U.S and Gail's in Singapore and the three of them are in the Philippines we all live so far apart and she doesn't want that. She wants all of us in one place so we can be together. By this time, I told her Ma, naiiyak ako. Then she asked me why then I told her I don't know then she hugged me and comforted me and she asked if it was because I hated the idea of studying in another country or is it because I hated the idea of living in another house or if it was because I was afraid of growing up. But then I started to think that yeah, I was afraid of growing up. She told me that all of us will eventually grow old, we can't stay young forever. My tears were flowing and it wouldn't stop. I don't even know why I was crying over a silly thing like that. And you know, I really found it hard to say I love you Ma because I know that once I say it, more tears will come out. But eventually I did, and thank God no tears came out. But the funny thing is, the song playing while we were having our conversation was an old song, and it was really sentimental and I just can't help but smile because it was like a soundtrack, it fitted perfectly. This little conversation of ours ended when she said that the only thing she wants for us to do is to not get married early and the right guy will come when we're grown up and when our hearts or something has matured.

The moment we parked the car, I forgot about our conversation and just had fun with my mom. I don't know, I always have fun when I'm with my mom. She bought me a new book for babysitting Sam when she was away and we had coffee together. Simple things like that makes me happy 'cause I know it's not everyday I get to spend time with her so I'm thankful for that. And when I was watching Sam earlier, I thought about how lucky I am because I have a loving family and now, a new baby joined our family. It still amazes me how I can still remember when baby Sam was still in my mom's tummy and I would talk to her belly and put my hand on top of it and i'll feel him kick. And now, he's here. And that was when it struck me how time really flies, and that we do have to grow old and I know that baby won't stay a baby for long.

So yeah, I had fun and I learned something too. Maybe I'm not really meant to prank somebody or maybe I'm not really meant to be pranked. But, today was fun, I guess this is one day that I can truly say is memorable. Do you think I'm starting to mature? Maybe not. But, I don't know! When can you say a person is mature? Waaaah! Anyways, HAPPY APRIL FOOLS' DAY EVERYBODY!
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bored.. really bored.. [29 Mar 2006|08:54pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Yup. I'm really bored so that's why I decided to write another entry, and so the first entry you'll see won't be something messed up. At least this new one will be better than the other one, I hope.

Anyways, it's almost 9 (duh) and my grandmother's waiting for Encantadia, my sister's still playing Final Fantasy, my grandfather's watching a movie I think, and me, well me I'm doing the best I can to relieve boredom. Oh, and can someone please tell me the answer to this simple question? How can summer be boring?!! It's supposed to be fun! But the only reason that I like summer is because I can stay up late, wake up late, sleep whenever I want, eat whenever I want, no homeworks, no projects, no quizzes, no exams, and I can watch all my favorite T.V shows. But the shows that I desperately want to watch happens to air only between 12-2 in the early morning. And with my grandmother checking the time I go to sleep, I really can't sleep whenever I want and I can't stay up late. But still I manage to watch them so it's okay. :D

I guess I can eat all I want but I just don't want to. I'm trying to watch my weight. Take note, trying. I'm growing fat, and I hate it. I want to have the body of Paris Hilton. I watched The Cat And The Hat the other day, I saw her there, and I told myself that I have to look like her. I just have to. But I'm guessing that's not going to happen anytime soon. Ugh. I'm such a pessimist. But who cares?
Please say Ricky Ullman Please say Ricky Ullman Please say Ricky Ullman!

Hmmm.. Is there anything more? Oh yeah, this is from [info]runwaycrash
List seven songs you're into right now. No matter what the genre, whether or not they have words, or even if they're any good, they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions in your blog along with your seven songs, then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

1) it's about time - lillix
2) on my way - off by one
3) why worry - the all-american rejects
4) back home - yellowcard
5) good day - the click five
6) dead on arrival - fall out boy
7) closing song of fushigi yuugi

purebloodqueen
horcru_x
arende
sugarplum_faery
yourfaverecord
crazyxkiller
yellowxmellow

Anywho, I just realized I've been using the word "anywho" a lot this days ever since I knew my crush uses the word. Can this be called obsession? Or not? I hope not. And now, it's almost 10 and I'm still writing in this thing. Why would it take me at least an hour to update this? It's not as if I have a lot to write about. Maybe I do, or maybe I don't. And so, by the time I got to deciding that I should just read Harry Potter, it'll already be 11, not. So before the clock strikes 10, I'll leave and read Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. I saw some pics from the set, it's not much and my sister told me that they'll be releasing the fifth movie by 2007, why do we have to wait that long? Why do the Harry Potter movies take so long to film? Can anybody answer me?

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ooohhh.. [29 Mar 2006|03:28pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Thank you [info]runwaycrash for the layout! I love you!

Anyways, I love Alyson Michalka. Hahaha. I want to be just like her. Very pretty, she can act, she can sing, she can play the guitar and the piano, and of course, she gets to spend her time with Ricky Ullman. Her sister Amanda is also pretty, but she just can't beat her older sister.

I think tomorrow will be the release of report cards, am I right? Anywho, update on the baby brother. He’s been here for 19 days now, and he’s actually getting fatter and taller. He is such a cute baby, and I’m not just saying that. He is! If only you could see him, in person.

I can’t think of anything good to put here, not that I have the ability to. Kidding! :P Anyways, summer is getting boring. I mean, we’re barely 3 weeks into the summer and we’re already bored. I can’t wait to go to school. At least when we had classes I had something to post about, unlike now. I can't even find a good fanfic! Currently, I'm looking for a fanfic about the Supernaturalists. It's a good book, promise. But it looks as if fanfiction.net doesn't have a The Supernaturalists category.

I’m really really bored. Can’t you tell?

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vacation is.. [22 Mar 2006|03:07pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Boring. At first, I was really really excited 'cause I wouldn't be pressured to sleep early or wake early. I can stay up all night and sleep all day if I wanted to. But what really pisses me off during summer vacations is the fact that I have all this free time and I can't do anything. Well sure I can do lots of things but then I feel as if I can do something else that's much more enjoyable than this or something. I don't know.

Anyways, today I have something to look forward to so..
Earlier today my dad told me that he and my mom decided to move out of their condo in Makati to right here in Lexington. I think they'll be transferring somewhere in Lexington Drive or something. But one thing for sure is that they'll be transferring near us. The reason? I still can't figure it out. But so what? Okay so, the he told me that it seems as if it was okay to bring mommy and the baby home so he told us to get ready and fix ourselves. So we did, but the conversation we had, happened at least a few hours ago, and they're still not here. I can't wait to see Samez!

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examinations and baby samez.. [13 Mar 2006|12:19pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Whew! The first day is done. Thank God. We had CLE, English, and Business Math. I was really nervous with CLE since I didn't study it, I just read it, same goes with English. But I was actually surprised when I finished my B.Math exam early. So I asked permission from Mrs. G to go to the library. [info]arende went with me and when we went back upstairs, only a couple of students were left but all of St. Clare were already finished. Funny how time passes by when you spend it in the library. Oh how I love the library. You know, there are really good books in our library but I never really have the time to read everything I find interesting.

But anyways, tomorrow we have Biology and Filipino. My favorite and my least favorite in one day. I really hate Filipino. I mean, sure I guess it's important that we study it but what I can't understand is why we still need to study Florante at Laura. What's the point? This is the same question I asked myself last year when we were still studying Ibong Adarna.

Anyways... We went to the hospital yesterday! We visited baby! Yey! I was kind of excited because I've never really been to a hospital and I want to see the inside of one. But of course, when we reached the 5th floor, all of my excitement being inside a hospital disappeared and it turned to excitement of finally seeing the baby. For months I've waited and now, I can finally see him. When we reached the nursery, I immediately recognized him from the other babies. Not just because there only six of them inside and only two were boys, but because I recognized him from the pictures. Awww. The nurse inside saw us then she asked for the card for identification, I don't know. Anyways, we weren't allowed inside because only parents are allowed and no wheelchairs can enter (my mom was riding one since her... still hurts). But it was okay. It was enough that I saw my baby brother. The nurse then moved him near the window so we can look at him better. All I could do was take pictures and watch him sleeping. We took videos using our phones but whenever he yawned or shifted or even just snuggle deeper into his blanket, none of us were able to capture those moments 'cause we were too busy watching him with our own eyes. I took some pictures and one I used as my wallpaper and now, whenever I open my phone, I will see him sleeping. =)

Earlier today, some thing really irritated me but when I flipped open my phone, and I saw him, it made all of it go away. I don't know. Anyways, my parents decided to call him SAMEZ. I don't know if that's how they spell it but, that's how they pronounce it. Short for Samuel Ezekiel. Anyways, here are some more photos I took and now my sister won't be able to stop me since she's too busy playing. Hehe. :P



Why is his blanket pink? Look! I think he just opened his eyes in this pic!

This is the pic I took of him inside the nursery
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good morning.. =) [12 Mar 2006|10:55am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Hahaha! My mom woke me up today saying that I was sleeping too much and that I still need to study for my exams tomorrow. I have no plans of studying! Hahaha! Only joking. But the reason that I got out of bed was because my sister told me that the baby was sooooo cute! So I got out of bed and I immmediately grabbed my mom's phone and checked the pictures. He is so cute!

My baby brother.. =)

This is his cutest pic.He looks just like my dad..

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samuel ezekiel garcia.. [11 Mar 2006|10:40pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

Samuel Ezekiel Garcia is his name.

Between 8 and 9 yesterday evening, the baby came out. I was in the shower then and when I came out, my sister told me that my dad called and that the baby and mommy was safe. YEEEEY! Then I went back in to brush my teeth but before I could even reach the sink, I started to cry. Really. And I don't even know why. I guess I was so happy (still am) that tears just started to fall. When I was crying, I was thinking, Why am I crying? Are these tears of joy? Why am I crying?!! I couldn't answer the questions in my mind but I just kept on crying. I never felt so excited and happy before in my life.

Well, maybe I did but I just can't remember when.

Earlier today my mom called and told me that it was okay for her to go home but the baby has to stay for circumcision...
At first I was silent because I don't know what circumcision meant and so I asked my mom. After that she asked me if I was joking or something. I think she thought I was joking when I said I didn't know what it meant. So I asked her again, then she told me... Okaaaaay... So that's what it was. All this time and that was the meaning of the word. I've heard it a couple of times but I really didn't know what it meant but now...

Okay so she tried to send me pictures of the baby but my stupid phone can't receive them. This happened once when I asked [info]horcru_x to send me a picture of our facilitators for our outbound. I saw her send it but when I checked my phone by the time I got home, I didn't receive any. Okay so that one time I let pass but this time... Ugh. I desperately want to see the baby! I can't wait for March 16! I think my mom said that the baby will be released on March 16 or something, but I want to see the baby now! I can't wait I can't wait I can't wait!

Oh yeah. My diskette is missing. Yup. It's missing. Yesterday Ms. Feliciano said that she didn't have it. But I knew then that I didn't have it and when I checked earlier today, I proved myself right. It's not with me. So where could it be?!! It can't be with me since I remember passing it to her the other day because she hasn't checked my Valentines web page. But she told me she didn't have it! So where could it be?!! I need to pass it to her! Or else I'll get a really really low grade in Computer! And I automatically get 75 for my project in T.H.E 'cause I left it at home! I was doing so great maintaining my grade of 93 for these 2 subjects! ARGH! I'm getting careless and careless as each day goes by! I can't let this happen! But I already did... So what can I do? Huh? Nothing. That's right. Nothing.

But so what? The school year's ending and I can now proudly say that I have a baby brother! I've always been saying that there are only 2 of us, just me and Gail. But now I can say that there are 3 of us, me, Gail and Samuel. I'm just so happy in spite of the things happening to my grades. =)

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